Some were prescribed to me but most I purchased illegally from connections I have or, in the past, the Silk Road. What has lead me to this point, you ask? It's complicated. I've sought help from a number of professionals, to no avail. They all told me my distress is in my head and not real. I've confided in friends, only to be judged and ridiculed. I got a therapy dog but it ran away and I can't find him.
I'm out of options, and no longer have the will or energy to go on, or the motivation to seek further help.
